I want my destiny.

I somehow ended up talking to some admissions people from a university in Canada a week ago. And today I got a letter saying that I made it in, full scholarship.

I'm going to Canada.

This is it. I'm doing this on my own. I don't need my family, especially my father. I can't wait to get out of here.

...Except...

It doesn't matter. I have to do this.

I got chased out of my old neighbourhood today. It's not like I was trying to go back or anything. I just wanted to get the rest of my money so that I can eat. But apparently I can't do that, either. I don't need it anyway. I can make money on my own, somehow...

But first I have to find a place to stay. Can't get a room from the university, since I'm no longer a student. If this keeps up...I'll have to stop using conventional means. It doesn't matter at this point how I get things, just as long as I survive. I'm already on the run as it is.

There's got to be something I can do here.